Ada kesalahan di dalam gadget ini

Kamis, 25 Desember 2008

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas me..
Stop doing the stupid or silly things,keep look foer the good & remember who was born today...
Merry Christmas to all of you and happy holiday
God speed

Rabu, 17 Desember 2008

Bad guy

Hi Me,
I always think it's kind of cool when the main character of a movie is the bad guy.
I love some movie that the main character is the bad guy(thief, gangster, spy, vampire, whatever..)
I don't know if it's weird or not, but I myself don't wanna be the bad guy in my life.(Believe me!!!!)
Somehow, I find out that I've been done so many bad things. Especially to some people...
Right now, even myself can't imagine how sorry I am for what I've been done to those people. I'm really-really sorry.
You know, I really hope this is the last time I wrote something like this. I just had enough of this sh** and I don't want it anymore!
I just couldn't turn back the time, and I'm desprately live with this intimidating feeling. I've been trying so many thing, yet it's not working but I'm still trying.
Please, somebody tell me what to do. Show me where to go and what decission should I make..
Just about an hour ago, I've been made something up with someone. I really don't think it's working, but at least I'm trying do the right thing. Though she forgive me or not, I've done my part to apologise to her for what I've done or said.
I'm the bad guy for her and it's really not a nice title to have. I want to be the hero for her, for everybody. I want to be the good guy..I really do.
I never wanna wrote something like this ever again, and I'm trying my best to avoiding any mistake that I coud do. Please Lord help me..Would You?
I promise You one thing, that if any glory or honor made from this thing I do. I'll give all of them to You...Because I believe that Your mighty hand is support me..
I really hope this is the last time I'm regreting my live.'Cos You got a beautiful plan for me if only I obey You..
I'm sorry, particularly to You...

Kamis, 11 Desember 2008

There's always something

Hi Me..
It's been a while, and you're not in a good shape right now..
But that's makes me want to share a little bit. Suddenly I think (again) 'bout how scary I am in some people's eyes..
Is there something wrong about me or what I've done?
I mean, I cannot change the past of course but at the same time I feel so much pressure with this little annoying thing.
I'm trying to be friendly and nice, but what do I got?
There's always somebody who talk behind my back and ruin the new image I'm gonna build.
To be honest, I don't wanna change to be someone I'm not...
I love myself, and I don't mind if somebody just tell me what did I've done wrong...
I assure you I'm gonna try my best not to do that again.
But there's always somebody think less of me even after all my endeavour.
I can't lie, I hate it.So much...
But what should I do to fix it? Nothing...
Somehow, I know there's nothing I can do about it.
There's always something...Always...
If only somebody could tell me what did I do wrong this time...Or What should I do to change how people see me..
I'm not a bad person...I'm not a bad guy...At least I'm trying to be the good one if you would believe me.
And please, trust me. Maybe I'm the last person(or at least not the first one) on earth who want to take an advantage from the others...
Maybe I'm not a good guy yet, but I'm on my way there. Though I'm not even a quarter there, but at least I'm moving to the right direction...
I'm sorry if I'm giving a bad impression to any of you.
I'm really sorry..