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Rabu, 17 Desember 2008

Bad guy

Hi Me,
I always think it's kind of cool when the main character of a movie is the bad guy.
I love some movie that the main character is the bad guy(thief, gangster, spy, vampire, whatever..)
I don't know if it's weird or not, but I myself don't wanna be the bad guy in my life.(Believe me!!!!)
Somehow, I find out that I've been done so many bad things. Especially to some people...
Right now, even myself can't imagine how sorry I am for what I've been done to those people. I'm really-really sorry.
You know, I really hope this is the last time I wrote something like this. I just had enough of this sh** and I don't want it anymore!
I just couldn't turn back the time, and I'm desprately live with this intimidating feeling. I've been trying so many thing, yet it's not working but I'm still trying.
Please, somebody tell me what to do. Show me where to go and what decission should I make..
Just about an hour ago, I've been made something up with someone. I really don't think it's working, but at least I'm trying do the right thing. Though she forgive me or not, I've done my part to apologise to her for what I've done or said.
I'm the bad guy for her and it's really not a nice title to have. I want to be the hero for her, for everybody. I want to be the good guy..I really do.
I never wanna wrote something like this ever again, and I'm trying my best to avoiding any mistake that I coud do. Please Lord help me..Would You?
I promise You one thing, that if any glory or honor made from this thing I do. I'll give all of them to You...Because I believe that Your mighty hand is support me..
I really hope this is the last time I'm regreting my live.'Cos You got a beautiful plan for me if only I obey You..
I'm sorry, particularly to You...

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