Kamis, 12 Februari 2009
2 days before valentine
It's my favorite month, and it getting better because something miraculous happen this month..
After 11 years,I finally got to see you(digitally)..
Whether you care 'bout it or not, I've told you something that I keep for 11 years and doing it is one of the most satisfying thing in my life.
I'm glad to told you that, I'm glad to see your smile, I'm rewinding my feeling for you and it keep going stronger and stronger 'till I couldn't bear it..
It's you, it always you...
I maybe dreaming if I even think that you would care. But I couldn't help it, I'm happy and sad at the same time..I don't know this feeling, it just came at the same time as you remember who I was..
Maybe you with someone else, that's fine. I want you, but not in a bad way. Cos I want you to be happy, and I wanna see it in your face someday if we ever meet again..
And if you let me, I want myself be the person that make you happy for the rest of your life..
I'm not obsessed with you. I'm trying to move on, but I can't do nothing with this feeling. So please don't be scared or anything, I don't mean to make you feel that way..
It's 2 days before valentine, and I'm glad that I find my valentine though I may not ever be with you..
It's not a fairy tale, it happen..
I really wish someday you came back