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It's been half year since the last time I wrote.I don't even realize it's been that long. Isn't it funny how I live it day by day but not realizing I've spent half of this year.Okay, this is what happen.We've broke up.Yeah, it's hurt so bad.I remember when it's happen (just hear/read the song). I just can't understand after so long I've done something bad, when I do something good (at least I

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It's just another Friday with youIt's just another movie that we seeI never know the day would end like thisYou said it's overI never know exactly what they seeIt seems there's something wrong when you're with meIt's not another Friday that I feel when I woke up at 10:00You, it is youI made this song for youSo you could remember this Friday the last time you're with meYou, it is youMy heart

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Kau Harus TahuKau harus tahu ku tak sanggupUntuk lupakan dirimuKau harus tahu bahwasanyaKau yang terbaik untukkuSemua telah berakhirdan kau harus tahu inipun teramat sulit bagikuKu harus akhiri cintaku untukmuKu tak'kan pernah miliki dirimuKu hanya pernah miliki hatimuKuingin kau tahu semua itu sudah cukup untukkuKu harus bisa lupakan dirimuKu harus bisa jalani tanpamudan kau harus tahuKau tetap

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Ada sesuatu yang enggak gue tulis di mail balesan gue buat dia...Gue gak bilang ke dia gimana sakitnya waktu gue harus nulis itu semua ke dia. Gue gak bilang kalo gue nyakitin diri gue sendiri, gue lakuin sesuatu yang gak pernah pengen gue lakuin.Ketika gue mulai belajar setia sama satu orang, gue justru harus kehilangan orang itu.Gimana rasanya gelas u diambil waktu masih kehausan? Gimana

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*sigh...*Saya sebenernya paling benci nulis blog dengan keadaan kayak gini.Setelah ngomong, lagi-lagi keputusan itu harus kita ambil. Sakit banget...Sampe-sampe gak tau gimana gambarin rasa sakitnya..Hun,kita udah coba kan..? Kita udah usahain semuanya kan..? Kita udah doain kan..?Hun,ko jio berusaha keras lupain dd... Percaya deh, gak gampang..Dan hasilnya pun gak banyak berubah...Hun,ko jio

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Hi...Beberapa hari belakangan ini gue sering banget dengerin lagu Unfailing Love-nya Chris Tomlin. Gak tau kenapa nih lagu sederhana banget tapi "sadis" banget deh...heheSerasa melankolis banget kalo denger nih lagu. Gue gak tau ada apa dengan lagunya tapi gue yakin God works through anything...Bener gak?Sabtu lalu pas ibadah, I'm asking God if He would stand on my side again...Gue tau banget

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Gue hampir selalu suka dengan film yg berakhir sad-ending. Tapi ternyata itu justru terjadi dalam kehidupan gue. Khususnya dalam hubungan gue sama orang yang paling gue sayang 4 bulan ini. Dan rasanya luar biasa sakit banget...Ini hari kedua setelah gue break sama dia..Gue udah tau dari dulu sakitnya kehilangan. Bukannya sok romantis, tapi emang gitu kenyataannya. Karena ini bukan yang pertama

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Udah berbulan-bulan saya gak nulis. Sepertinya hasrat saya dengan blog tidak sekuat dulu lagi hehe..Terakhir nulis adalah notes di fb saya beberapa hari yg lalu. Saya gak inget pastinya kapan.Semalam setelah saya nonton TW Accoustic Concert (A Heart For You), saya memutuskan untuk pergi ke kantor saya dengan tujuan mengemasi barang-barang saya and get out of there ASAP!!! HahaYah, memang saya

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Gue ada cerita sedikit tentang doa...Here's something to share 'bout my life.Sekitar seminggu lalu papi gue masuk RS hampir barengan sama si Terry.Mereka kena demam berdarah. Yup, barengan kenanya.Entah kenapa pas si Terry sakit sih gue tenang-tenang aja. Tapi pas papi yang sakit, gue khawatir jadinya..Dan kekhawatiran gue bertambah pas gue datang ke RS trus dapet berita kalo trombosit papi

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Padahal besok libur kerja n gue dah seneng tuh..Eh ada aja kejadian kyk gini..heheMalem-malem gue buka fb ada pembagian kelompok ibadah padang umum tgl 9 Mei.Belum buka aja gue dah tau kalo kelompok gue tuh pasti isinya..."begitulah". Bukannya pesimis, tapi emang udah sering banget kok kalo pembagian kelompok tuh gue kurang "hoki" ato kenapa lah, pasti isi kelompok gue kagak enak..Bukannya

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Bad news..Tiba-tiba ada 'bos' baru di kantor gue sekarang. Gue jg gak tau sih dia kyk gimana, tapi orangnya dah paruh baya gitu. Jujur aja gue takut gak nyambung n gak sebebas sekarang lagi.Gue udah keburu bete ngebayanginnya daritadi, banyak hal-hal yg akan berubah dengan kedatangan dia nih kyknya..Cuman gue rada bingung aja kok jadi gak jelas gini nih perusahaan sih..?Udah ada 2 kepala aja gak

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Everybody got a wake up call in their life...Ini yang gue percaya akan terjadi lewat semua masalah yg blm lama ini terjadi.Gue yakin dia akan dapetin wake up call dia sendiri. Gue cuma berharap dia sadar waktu itu terjadi..It's getting deeper in my heart, that there's something that I feel 'bout this thing..At some level I'm getting afraid, but sometimes it just to hard to resist. Maybe it's the

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Harusnya gak kyk gini...Lagian gak ada hubungannya sama gue.Tiba-tiba gue ngerasa bego banget, ngeliat keadaan yg kyk gini..Ngeliat dia pegi gitu aja..Harusnya gue berusaha lebih keras lagi, mungkin bisa ubah pikirannya..Is there any chance to fix this..?Kalo ada jalan lain, gue mau deh lakuin itu supaya gak ada yg pegi.Emang terlalu naif kedengerannya, habisnya gue kepikiran mulu...Cape

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Entah kapan terakhir gue nulisNulis ah..One of my best friend is getting punk'd..hahaGue umpetin hape-nya 2 minggu. Padahal gue gak berniat gitu awalnya, tapi karena dia gak sadar" munculah niat 'jahat' gue untuk ngerjain dia waktu itu..Lagian dia dah mo ultahGue n anak-anak bikin video rekaman tanpa ngasihtau dia tuh hape kita bungkus sekalian vcd rekaman kita orang yang ngerjain dia..hahaMalem

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Nih minggu pagiSemalam gue bis karaoke,cuma bentar tapi karena itulah gue n anak-anak nyanyi all-out...Sampe suara serak gini nih. Have fun go mad abiess..Edan.Udah weekend lagi,kerja pagi-pagi semalam tidur jam 2. Eit,rencananya mo nge-bucks ne hari. Biarpun kagak pake kartu kredit sendiri, yg penting bisa nebeng n HAVE FUN GO MAD lagi!!!!WkwkwSekarang udah gue pastiin kagak ada yg buka nih blog

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Gue dah pernah bilang belon sih kalo gue nih bisa dibilang rada movie-freak.Tp istilah itu terlalu norak ah menurut gue...Gue lebih suka bilang kalo gue tuh demen banget nonton..Asal jangan sinetron/film seri yg episode-nya panjang" ajah...heheSemalem gue nonton YES MAN.Bagus loh menurut gue..Bagus banget malah. Mungkin karena gue byk belajar dari tuh film..It's not the YES word that got the

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Gila,dah bulan maret lagi. Rasanya baru kemarin rayain malem taon baruan...Waktu yg jalan makin cepet ato jangan-jangan gue yg gak bisa ngikutin waktu lagi yah...I'm getting older I know...(*sigh)Sebulan ini gue dah ngapain aja yah?Sampe lupa semua..Rasanya banyak cerita yg gak gampang ceritainnya.O iya, beberapa minggu ini gue n temen" gue lagi ngurusin temen gue..Bingung kan?Hehe...Yah, pokonya

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It's my favorite month, and it getting better because something miraculous happen this month..After 11 years,I finally got to see you(digitally)..Whether you care 'bout it or not, I've told you something that I keep for 11 years and doing it is one of the most satisfying thing in my life.I'm glad to told you that, I'm glad to see your smile, I'm rewinding my feeling for you and it keep going

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" Something you can't destroy now, it'll destroy you someday"Do you believe in that sentence?Cos I do.Everyone got to change, even if it's only small and ridiculous thing.If you don't change, you're not living. Or I should call it evolve.The day you stop evolving, it's gonna be the day you stop living. Or at least it'll be the day you lost your passion in live.I've lost mine once, and I tell you

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Eh,eh ada cerita konyol nich.. Gini.. Beberapa hari kemarin seperti biasa gue kerja malam. Sekitar jam3 pagi,gue ditelp sama seseorang dan orang itu lagi sama temen"nya.Seperti layaknya orang asia(hehe..), temen gue itu basa-basi dengan bertanya :"Lu lagi ngapain...?".Sebagai orang normal, gue dah tau gak mungkin dia telp gue jam 3 pagi cuma mau tau gue lagi ngapain...Maho...Iiiihhh...Gue

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Merry Christmas me..Stop doing the stupid or silly things,keep look foer the good & remember who was born today...Merry Christmas to all of you and happy holidayGod speed

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Hi Me,I always think it's kind of cool when the main character of a movie is the bad guy.I love some movie that the main character is the bad guy(thief, gangster, spy, vampire, whatever..)I don't know if it's weird or not, but I myself don't wanna be the bad guy in my life.(Believe me!!!!)Somehow, I find out that I've been done so many bad things. Especially to some people...Right now, even

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Hi Me..It's been a while, and you're not in a good shape right now..But that's makes me want to share a little bit. Suddenly I think (again) 'bout how scary I am in some people's eyes..Is there something wrong about me or what I've done?I mean, I cannot change the past of course but at the same time I feel so much pressure with this little annoying thing.I'm trying to be friendly and nice, but

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Hi Me..It's the 5th day after that night..Gue sekarang lagi baik" aja nih. Tapi gara" itu justru gue merasa aneh..HeheRasanya kayak ga "hidup" nih malahan.Hehe..Tapi gue bersyukur kok nih masalah bisa selesai dengan baik (sejauh ini sih baik...).HeheMudah"an aja semua bisa berjalan mulus terus n masalah ini bisa larut seiring waktu...Terlalu naif kedengerannya..HeheEmang sih gue tau keadaan ga

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Kuakui semua dosakuTakkan lagi kumenyakiti hatiMuMeski berulang kali t'lah kuingkariTiada habis kesempatanMu Yesusku Kau terindah bagiku Hidupku kuserahkan padaMu Kuyakin hanya dalam genggam tanganMu Kudapat atasi semuaTiada yang mampu mengalahkanBesar cintaMu padaku TuhanKaulah jawaban dari semua pertanyaanYesus Kaulah

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Morning Me,Udah bulet hati gue ambil keputusan ini. Ga tahan sm intimidasinya cuy..Tau kok gue intimidasinya dateng dari iblis. Tapi tetep aja tuh rasanya kyk dikejar" setan (loh,bukannya iblis emang setan...?Hehehe).Maksud gue gini, as a leader klo dah ga dihargain lagi mana bisa lead org lain. Ya gak?Jadi percuma aja gue tetep jalanin tugas & tanggung jawab gue klo orang" yg gue pimpin ternyata

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Dear me,Bego banget rasanya lakuin apa yang udah gue lakuin.Ga sebanding sama perasaan bersalah yg gue trimaRegret it's all that I have right now.Please, I don't even expect anyone read this. So, I don't try to impress or get some pitty from someone.So,why I wrote this? It really because I feel good when I can be honest with myself when I writting.I wonder if everyone know how regret I am for

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Semalam gue berangkat kerja jam 23:43-an...Anehnya gue semalaman kemarin ketakutan.Bukan karena saat ini gue kerja di rumah duka yah...Hehe.Gue takut banget hadapin besok, gue takut banget sama sesuatu yg gue sendiri gak tau apaan!!(Does this happen to everyone?Or it's just me then?)To be honest,I'm crying last night...Gue pernah bilang ke bbrp org klo gue skrg jarang n susah banget

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Life is not suck,you just have to learn to love it...I'm having a hard time during my life.So now I'm trying to love it.Yet,it's not make it easier..But I'm really feel lighter.Funny isn't it?How our heart can do such things,change a big perspective that have a great impact?I got a picture in my room.In that picture there's a quote says, "look for the good..".That qoute makes a question in my

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